Happy new year 2013, before we start our new year i want share a lot of things about my bestie that i love since were school. check out: 

Let start  from her. Her name is intan nadhirah.  born in 5/6/  1993 . the second child of four siblings .. she is my coolest sister ever, her character was she is the type who never take seriously what people say to her, always smile, and always like to try new thing. i know her since we in elementary school( 11 years old ), the first time when i see her we not close and we never greet cause she always  was with her friends and same as me  , until one day when my friend was absent she and her friends greet me and we start to close but meh she friend kinda type jealously person and seems doesnt like me to close with her. its ok. then actually i don' t give up i try to communicated with her again until we become close again , haha, and then we continue our friendship in secondary school lol when i was 13 but we not same class then until next year i drop my  class , that time we have same class, im so happy, we same class every year until our age 17 until now  . what i like about her she is very understanding person. humble, smart, trustworthy and kind. she also very generous . she is actually my inspiration to me to not give up and continue study hard. Her disadvantages   that i think in good was she the type who was stubborn, with a good way when she want something, she will get it not matter what, 2nd is she the type who always give her heart that man who stupid and never appreciate her.  she now being study in university technology mara taking business managment. Along our friendship that we have like 8 years until now that have a good and bad memory we sharing together, fight, happy, sad. kkk. i just want to say thank you my dear iera, cause of u i realized what friends mean and thank you for all that have u done to me. happy new year  2013 syg.:")

2nd person is also my  best friend. her name was nor hasliza. she was born on 21/7/1993. she was 3 child of  3 siblings. born at hospital labuan and from perak but stay in labuan for a long time. she the type who is smart , really like also to try new adventure, polite, trustworthy and can get a long. the first time  i know her actually her since secondary high school when i was 14 but we didnt close until the next class when we was 15, im sorry has, i couldnt remember how we close kkk but that time just baam we get so close and become best friends until now. what i like about her she can be crazy, funny at the same time, also she and me always talk privated thing , sharing opinion and also talk about study, she now study in open university malaysia  at pearl island labuan same as me taking business managment. she have someone now. Disadvantages about her  ,kkk u know u should changed that, she always trust what people always talk. she like the easy person will trust everyone without survey first. not always. sometimes. but i what i really like she is smart to think. She also  very smart in subject maths. kkk. Along our friendship since 5 years until now. i really learn a lot from u. thank u cause always inside me. i love u so much. happy new year 2013 my dearest friend.:").

3rd person first sorry mon i didnt have ur pic  use scarf lol , only this i found, kkk. her name was nor saliha. she was born on 8/8/1993. she the type person whos funny. talkative,smart and always fun to talk. the first time i meet her since i was secondary school at age of 14. but thats something about me and her that i dont know what happen when we was 14, we little fight, kkk. but then when we in age of 15 we close back. kkk. what i like about her she is always tease me, she always not take joke seriously, she is the type person that smart , now she study in politeknik sabah taking diploma in accounted. Disadvantages about her she always i think doesnt have. well i think she always nice to other people, i mean for stranger is not good. kkk. Along our friendship that have been  6 years until now , u are the funny friend that can make me smile with ur gag, so many things i learn from u and mon thank you, i love u so much and stay healthy babe. happy new year 2013.:")

sorry not so much pic i have. others in my handphone lol lazy blueetoth, kkkk 

This is my 4th best friends and 2nd  the most longest friendship with me.her name was roshiny dhevi.born on 17/oct/1993. she is the type person that kind, understanding, sometimes always sharing with me everything, and the type who crazy also, kkkk. i know since we are in elementary school when we was also 11 years old. that time actually we have same sit in class and dont know if we are back from school was same, until she ask me, lol, and that time we always going back together from school,  we always talk about many things and the most funny we always fight. haha. when one day not fight our friendship is no interesting at all, she was with me also when we in secondary high school when our age was 13. but i dropped my class lol at next class then we not same class but our friendship still going well until we are form 4  her family decided to back her hometown in miri. that time i was so sad , hurm but thanks to facebook and mobile phone cause we can stay keep in touch.  what disadvantages about her she also stubborn haha and sometimes too easily give heart to dumb man. lol. she now study in riam institute  technology  miri taking business managment ,what i like about her she is something special and loving me. kkk. Along our friendship that have been 8 years until now,  i also learn so many things from u my dbot. i wanna say i love u and forever love u. stay healthy and dont give up. happy new year 2013 my friend dbot .:")

The last person ever kkk the most shy best friends  and the most longest  friend i ever meet lol. Her name was nur ilyani .  she born on 7/feb/1993. she type person is understanding , shy haha, smart and untalkative . the first we meet when we my age was 10 haha. she the same class with me, then we start talk and become close. what i like about her she the type that can share everything with me and the shy attitude that same with me that can get we along. lol. she now study in uitm sungai petani merbuk kedah. actually we continue our friendship when we enter secondary high school but dont have same class then when next year class her family decided also to moving back to her hometown in kelantan, its really not easy to connect her since lost phone number but we finally keep in touch in fb and now twiter, kkk. her disadvantages is i think doesnt have. haha. well i hope she meet someone one day.  Along our friendship that have been 10 years until now.i wanna say i really also learn many things from u , stay healthy babe, i love u. happy new year 2013:")

x banyak pic lah. ni je. lain kat diary. kkkk

what im think is me and dont ever judge me

assalamuailaikum guys, today i go to uk to see my niece being a model and dance dikir barat special present for her kindergarden school for " kempen pengurangan beg plastik. today im buying some lipgloss, my mom buy me one pair of jeans. auww thanks mom.<3. and today i drink also snowshake and eating burger mcd, haha after kes "mengidam mau makan" but im not preggy ok. kkk. also i want to share some moment with u all, sometimes i study in oum, the lecturer always said u must have family support to support u study here, i didnt get the mean until i face it, u know what the time when ur family have stop to support u, the moment, actually that i always asking myself why i want to part time job when i was have chance to study full time? why not  i just worked and why u even botherhood yourself to study this study is not even only 2 times in one week? why u not brave as u must do? why u must enter the college that near of ur house rather than out of labuan? and i am not confident with myself? i cant stay away from my family? why not? people always thinking their say it with theirself, how if u in my situation? u can say easy word but if u yourself face it u will get what i mean.my answer was easy , im brave, i can stay from my family, i can stay from out of labuan study if i want . why im not choosing the way ur think i have my own reason. i dont need people opinion, and  if u ask me to say why im not going out of labuan? u brave? ok lets see  ur education first then we talk.im not happy with my point in semester 1 cause its too suck u know even this oum managment was suck. ok whatever. now im semester 2, i will do my best this semester, i will show you all who the best now.i think in semester 1,i was like to playing around, now its time for study, assigment and prepare exam and what have people always forget " keberkatan ibu bapa kita dan doa" tawakal dan usaha. lol if my spm can have 6 credit  in my hand why im cannot get 4 pointer  for only 3 subject. i will do my best. all negative comment i will take as advantages to give me succesful result. so thanks everyone for spend ur time to read  my diary today. salam. 

p/s: i miss my late father, he have been 2 years since hes gone. and my late beloved childhood cousin arwah nizam. al -fatihah. peace rest my beloved people.<33

im back

hi guys,assalamuailaikum,rasanye agak lama saya dah menghilang kan,haha,sejak awal bulan 5 tue kot,actually saya buat keputusan untuk tidak menulis blog lagi pada masa tue sbb saya mempunyai satu perasan yang tidak perlu diherankan.iaitu malaz,haha,sbb saya dah guna twitter and also tumbler dan me2day,saya kembali aktif menjadi seorang VIP( nama fandom) BIGBANG.thats was too many blog,so i cant handle it,after i comeback,i so much learning english language,i mean the past im not really using english language but now i improved so much.hehe,i meet all VIP around the world,their so nice and sweet,well not of them,some of them have mean attitude that make me annoyed and pissed me off,well i dont care,they doesnt seems close to me.hehe.actually sometimes i thought when we not used blog its ok for us,but i realized,witthout blog i think we can express our feeling,thats why i decided to active my blog again after 6 months im not using that,well many my friends say im really *sombong*,actually im not,im just buzy to meet all VIP,yeah im changed.mianhee,i missed u all my BFF,really a LOT.sorry again.dont worry im still farah yang dulu k.love u guys so much.actually i want to say.on 8/11/2011 im really suprised when my beloved cousin was passed away,he only 17 years old and gonna do high school examination this year as known as SPM,im really sad cause he was my childhood cousin,why u leave me and our family so fast cousin.im not ready yet and i still miss u.=(.PEACE OF THE REST cousin.='(,well,i still really suprised but life must go on.sebab cousin saya dah tenang disana dan ALLAH S.W.T. lebih menyanyangi beliau,saya sgt kesiankan ibunya,makcik saya,dia seperti masih tidak dapat menerima kehilangan ini dan masih dalam keadaan sedih yang amat sangat,sabarlah makcik.kami semua sygkan nizam and nizam will know that.and one more thing i realized whenever we young or old bila *ajal* dah sampai.pasti dia akan datang menjemput kita.walaalam,kita hanya mampu merancang tapi ALLAH S.W.T. yang mampu menentukannya.ok see u later,assalammuailaikum.by the way,happy dicember guys,sarangheyo,bye.pyongs.=)